Sunday, January 21, 2007
Another Downward Spiral
Remember I've written previously that I've transferred to another company to expand my horizons. Instead, what I've managed to do was to sink down deeper into oblivion. I've resigned my prominent title in pursuit of a more promising career. Instead, I've boarded a sinking ship. The company I've transferred to is basically hell. I won't name names so that I could not be implicated for any reason. I'm ashamed to say, instead of standing up to what I believe in, I've decided to take the left hand path and just resigned my position. I don't really believe in the company. It's being run like a slave trade and I have no empathy or sympathy for the company's reputation. I have feelings for the people though. The supervisors have tried to make us feel as home as much as possible but the management in charge of the operations are making things even by giving us a very difficult time. I didn't really payed mind to it at first but later, things would only get worse. Now, instead of standing my ground and trying to make a point, I took everything sitting down. That was my mistake. I feel I could have done more but at this point, I think it's too late. I'm abandoning ship before it sinks. I'm moving on. But that doesn't excuse me from being responsible, even though I wasn't given any responsibility. I feel sorry for the people left that I care about. I'm very sorry to abandon the people I have grown to care for, but I have no regrets in leaving. I just hope this doesn't become my modus operandi for the rest of my life. Still, I can't help but think I could have done more.
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